I Suppose...
Category: Life


It would only be proper to open a blog with a title "A Diary of my Divorce" with a ranting bitch-fest.... However, the Goddess of Xanax and Sangria has shined her love-light upon me and blessed me with an "I don't give a fuck" attitude at the moment.

I have another lil' spot that I share some writings on that I was considering linking a new blog to.... but, that one is sacred and not deserving to be linked to something that I am sure to be an outlet for daily frustrations of my current situation.

This will be my second go at a bitch-fest. Here is my attempt at the first.

Amazing....how long I have been hating my situation. I just read the first post, which was made over a year ago...nothing has really changed. As I type this, I promise you, his underwear can be found behind the bathroom door, and he is still incapable of putting soap in the dishwasher when it is full. Why, just today I had to do it for him. I guess the concept is beyond his realm of comprehension.

I decided to start a new place to post about this part of my life since that blog was started with the thought in mind that I was going to stay for the sake of the children. Hence the title, "stuck in the middle with you". However, I told him just 2 days before the new year that I wanted out. I told him that I was not in-love with him and that there was no way that I ever could be. So, I am no longer feeling stuck between the rock and his hard head.

But, because the situation is what it is, we are going to remain living together for quite a while.... too god damn long if you ask me, but it is what I need to do to secure things for the kids.

Anyway, I am fighting the weight of my eye lids and I need to go check them for pin holes.

Have a good one and I'll be back to let you in on more when time permits.

Ciao